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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Happy Birthday to me!!! :D
visit my NEW BLOG...!! this blog will no longer be used from today onwards... any problem with my new blog just tag me at the tagboard kk? *anyway the new blog website easy to remember... just the old thebubblyme add continued... :P
PS@102012042005
visit my NEW BLOG...!! this blog will no longer be used from today onwards... any problem with my new blog just tag me at the tagboard kk? *anyway the new blog website easy to remember... just the old thebubblyme add continued... :P
PS@102012042005
Monday, April 11, 2005
went for BTT test today...oh well, must say that the BTT test is kinda redundant... the questions, like those in the trial test, are easy.. and funny, i had my answers b4 i read the questions.. 'coz there were pple b4 me had circled/dotted/ticked the answer.. LOL. of course couldnt trust those completely.. who knows they might got the answer wrong..~ and so by doing it super slowly, and re-checking my answers twice, i handed in the answers 30min after the test started.. :P
went to bedok to search for Howl's Moving Castle movie comics...so far got book 1 and 4 only.. anyone who knows where got book2and3 must tell me kk? happy that my efforts in walking around Bedok Central these two years had not been wasted... felt so home-y while walking around that area.. of course it's the place i had spent 70% of the after-school time there.. felt like going back to the past, wearing that green uniform, walking with eileen for comic-searching, with teresa and mc for glutton trip, with the guys for lunch at macs, with year1-year2ensemble (val,aaron) for pizza huts, with the gals for lunch, with ryan for novel-searching in the library... that's alot huh? but i missed them all.
*level up!*
yah, decided to level up my level of sadness, upgrading it to the level of anger/pissed/irritated. LOL. i'm sick of crying already... i'm sick of having parents who will never show their feelings and thoughts to me, just because i'm still young? HELLO for ur information parents, i'm 19 tomorrow. i'm an adult already. i know what i'm doing. but the problem is, u two took my efforts-to-patch-u-all-up for granted!! always waiting for the other one to speak out first? since no one doing the job i'll do it! yah and now u are telling me that it's ur business and i shouldnt bug in. FINE. yah i wanted to help u all, but since u all dont appreciate it might as well forget abt helping u all and let u two settle it urselves. u two been married for twenty plus years and funny that i understand u two better than u understand ur soulmate? check up on urselves old folks. i'm tired of persuading u all to speak out and in the end u all just ignore me. i'll just leave the job to someone-u-considered-as-adults. u, selfish, irresponsible, immature, insensible pple.
argh!!
and believe it? tmr is my birthday and now i dont have mood to celebrate it at all. WHATEVER..
PS@160411042005
went to bedok to search for Howl's Moving Castle movie comics...so far got book 1 and 4 only.. anyone who knows where got book2and3 must tell me kk? happy that my efforts in walking around Bedok Central these two years had not been wasted... felt so home-y while walking around that area.. of course it's the place i had spent 70% of the after-school time there.. felt like going back to the past, wearing that green uniform, walking with eileen for comic-searching, with teresa and mc for glutton trip, with the guys for lunch at macs, with year1-year2ensemble (val,aaron) for pizza huts, with the gals for lunch, with ryan for novel-searching in the library... that's alot huh? but i missed them all.
*level up!*
yah, decided to level up my level of sadness, upgrading it to the level of anger/pissed/irritated. LOL. i'm sick of crying already... i'm sick of having parents who will never show their feelings and thoughts to me, just because i'm still young? HELLO for ur information parents, i'm 19 tomorrow. i'm an adult already. i know what i'm doing. but the problem is, u two took my efforts-to-patch-u-all-up for granted!! always waiting for the other one to speak out first? since no one doing the job i'll do it! yah and now u are telling me that it's ur business and i shouldnt bug in. FINE. yah i wanted to help u all, but since u all dont appreciate it might as well forget abt helping u all and let u two settle it urselves. u two been married for twenty plus years and funny that i understand u two better than u understand ur soulmate? check up on urselves old folks. i'm tired of persuading u all to speak out and in the end u all just ignore me. i'll just leave the job to someone-u-considered-as-adults. u, selfish, irresponsible, immature, insensible pple.
argh!!
and believe it? tmr is my birthday and now i dont have mood to celebrate it at all. WHATEVER..
PS@160411042005
Sunday, April 10, 2005
recovered from yesterday's happenings.. actually the happening had turned worse later at night, glad that Andy was there to console me.. thanks andy!!
i prayed. something strange for a freethinker to do.. hoping for the best that both will forgive each other and live together, the same way we always do for the past 18years (for me) or 22years (for them), yet expecting for the worst, that they will end up separate from each other. i prayed, i'm willing to do anything, even to die tomorrow, to get them back together. that's what i'm hoping for.
dont wanna to talk abt this thing, maybe wait till dad was slightly free from his work and persuade him to talk to mum, or hopefully he's clever enough to talk things out to her these few days.
something i hope parents do understand, whenever they have some quarrels or arguments, the children will be affected the most, not them. to them they might lose a loved one, and possibly find another one in the future (of course not for my parents 'coz they are kinda old liaoz), but to me and my brother it's losing one of the parents, one who take care of us from young. of course in the future both of them will leave us, but not now, not because of some minor misunderstandings. maybe i'm not mature enough to face the reality.
keep on hoping. if the best happens, it will be my best birthday; otherwise the worst.
PS@221710042005
i prayed. something strange for a freethinker to do.. hoping for the best that both will forgive each other and live together, the same way we always do for the past 18years (for me) or 22years (for them), yet expecting for the worst, that they will end up separate from each other. i prayed, i'm willing to do anything, even to die tomorrow, to get them back together. that's what i'm hoping for.
dont wanna to talk abt this thing, maybe wait till dad was slightly free from his work and persuade him to talk to mum, or hopefully he's clever enough to talk things out to her these few days.
something i hope parents do understand, whenever they have some quarrels or arguments, the children will be affected the most, not them. to them they might lose a loved one, and possibly find another one in the future (of course not for my parents 'coz they are kinda old liaoz), but to me and my brother it's losing one of the parents, one who take care of us from young. of course in the future both of them will leave us, but not now, not because of some minor misunderstandings. maybe i'm not mature enough to face the reality.
keep on hoping. if the best happens, it will be my best birthday; otherwise the worst.
PS@221710042005
Saturday, April 09, 2005
this is irritating.. another scene of parents quarrelling again. mother claimed that dad was not recognising her presence and position in both the family and in the office, felt like quitting this relationship; dad claimed that he was toubled by the future, after all i'm not in uni yet and brother might be taking another degree b4 going back to help out, and mother always stopped him from teaching us moral values.. so concluded both have misunderstandings and just vent it out on me. irritating... felt that my brother was much more lucky than im, everytime when parents quarrelled, they did it in front of me, not in front of my brother, so he wouldnt know wat's the situation there. i experienced it lots of time and hey, it's not good experince after all. when my mother started to rant abt divorce, i cried. its even worse to fight back ur tears when dad was explaining his situation to me, and i realised it was a misunderstanding. but just couldnt explain to both of them; they werent in the mood to get things done. i thought everything was over when my dad told me not to bother with their affairs...
just feel like them getting out of my life now... it's getting unbearable. now i understand why some of my friends wanted to get out to overseas to study, and not coming back at all.. can i be one of them?
anyway, thanks teresa for ur advice.. :)
PS@155409042005
just feel like them getting out of my life now... it's getting unbearable. now i understand why some of my friends wanted to get out to overseas to study, and not coming back at all.. can i be one of them?
anyway, thanks teresa for ur advice.. :)
PS@155409042005
Friday, April 08, 2005
You Are A Maple Tree |
 There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). |
Fun!
today went back to TJC *again*... really, the juniors might be disgusted to see me again.. *oh no it's her again..!! how come she's so free??* LOL. spent the afternoon there teaching Sandra maths, kicking kent in the ass, becoming invisible and trying not to interfere with guitar club's system, after all i've stepped down rite? haha...
and soon i left the club and headed on to bedok to have a ride to ubi driving centre *sianz*... not long after *AAhem* called me and once i heard the background sound - playing the Dance of the Yao People - i was like "hey u are in guitar?!" yah loh, he was there, and couldnt say the name out just in case he kena caught... haha.. he said he was back at the year2s 5mins after i left, so could imagine the year2s saying, "hey u here? PS been here just now!?" haha.. *lame*
think today is a guitar day... did i say i almost managed to meet auntie mary as he wanna return me the tapes? LOL. didnt lah, though he had FTT in the same place as me having etrial test.. but he's having it at 8pm! too late liaoz lah.. next time loh...
as usual the etrial tests were easy... finished a test in 5mins and at least 94% correct... no worries for BTT liaoz... need to worry more for FTT lah...!!
*countdown!!! 4days to go!!! hint hint*
PS@212008042005
and soon i left the club and headed on to bedok to have a ride to ubi driving centre *sianz*... not long after *AAhem* called me and once i heard the background sound - playing the Dance of the Yao People - i was like "hey u are in guitar?!" yah loh, he was there, and couldnt say the name out just in case he kena caught... haha.. he said he was back at the year2s 5mins after i left, so could imagine the year2s saying, "hey u here? PS been here just now!?" haha.. *lame*
think today is a guitar day... did i say i almost managed to meet auntie mary as he wanna return me the tapes? LOL. didnt lah, though he had FTT in the same place as me having etrial test.. but he's having it at 8pm! too late liaoz lah.. next time loh...
as usual the etrial tests were easy... finished a test in 5mins and at least 94% correct... no worries for BTT liaoz... need to worry more for FTT lah...!!
*countdown!!! 4days to go!!! hint hint*
PS@212008042005
Thursday, April 07, 2005
something will be coming up soon....
hehe.. so check up on my blog more often these few days kk? :P
PS@202107042005
hehe.. so check up on my blog more often these few days kk? :P
PS@202107042005
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
CCHS Choir got GOLD...!!!
yeah~
today woke up exceptionally early, at 6am... never wake up this early for these five months liaoz.. never go out this early, so early that the sun havent rise up yet.. LOL. was laughing my way through during the William Tell song of dearest CCHS's attempt to chase pupils from the classrooms to the assembly grounds for assembly, and during the school songs... was like? eee! so cheena! LOL.
went to Singapore Conference Hall (SCH) on reuben's car.. *surprisingly he knows how to drive..!!* haha.. heard the choir sang once b4 going to the audience seats.. i think they can do it, though they were nervous of being the first choir for the morning session...
and so we sat there from 9 till 12.30pm, with a 30min break in between, kept listening to choirs singing, some good, some not that good... and worst of all imagine listening to the SAP piece Sunset for at least 20times.... wo men HUI!!! jia liao... LOL. that idiotic song still rings in my head now...
and here comes the results...!! in order of appearance.. Chung Cheng High School Main, GOLD. YEAH!!!!!!! *screams* *runs around the SCH, screaming and waving the hands in the air frantically* and blah blah blah.. for the morning session, only CCHS and Cath high got Gold,and Cath High got Gold with Honours... wow.
went for bit of lunch b4 going to TJC Guitar *again, ya i know. everyone started to feel sian seeing me liaoz.. LOL!* to slack there, help a bit with both guitar and academic, and to hao lian abt the Choir Gold that my juniors got.. funny, it was like i was the one getting gold... LOL. too attached to cchs liaoz.. must be more attached to TJC Guitar kk... haha...
finally got the cd from my brother containing all the anime songs.. he's kinda dumb.. i asked him to send me naruto OP&EP, then he asked me whether i want other anime OP&EP or not.. i said ya and he gave me everything EXCEPT the naruto OP&EPs... sighness.. gonna complain to him later in the email and demand him to meet me online one day and send over the days... LOL. so demanding. haha...
anyway he sent me a FMA song called Brothers, yes the famous one, and when i heard it i then realised it was the great sad song i had heard in the last episode..!!!! ahhhh!!!! GREAT!!!! *woohoo* sad enough to make my eyes water when i was listening to it again...
and pple, here are the lyrics..!! i supposed it is in Russian?
БРАТЬЯ 兄弟
Хор:BEPA Слова:Сеиди Мизусима, Татьяна Наумова Композитор:Мичиру Осима
合唱：BEPA 作詞：mizusima Seidi, Наумова Tatiana 作曲：Oshima michiru
Прости меня, младший брат!
請原諒我吧，弟弟！
Я так пред тобой виноват.
在您跟前的我，是如此的罪大惡極。
Пытаться вернуть нельзя
已經沒有法子可以回去了
Того, что взяла земля.
那，大地到底孕育了什麼？
Кто знает закон Бытия,
有誰知道法則的所在？
Помог бы мне найти ответ.
它會助我發現真相(答案)。
Жестоко ошибся я:
完全的弄錯了呀
От смерти лекарства нет.
因為死亡是無藥可醫
Милая мама! Нежная!
親愛的媽媽！你是如此溫柔的媽媽！
Мы так любили тебя.
我們因而愛著您。
Но все наши силы
但我們所有的努力
Потрачены были зря.
竟都是徙勞無功的。
Тебя соблазниля
Прекрасной надеждой
被強烈的希望所誘惑
Вернуть наш семейный очаг.
想要回到我們的家族之中
Мой брат, я во всём виноват.
我的兄弟，所有的一切也是罪。(必須自己承擔所有責任)
Не плачь, не печалься, старший брат!
不要哭泣，不要哀傷，哥哥！
Не ты один виноват.
這並不是你的錯。
Дорога у нас одна,
一路上，
Искупим вину до дна.
讓我們徹底的來補償。
Мне не в чем тебя упрекнуть.
我不會責備你什麼，
Ия не обижен ничуть.
因為根本一點也不會委屈。
Тяжек, наш грех
全都是我們的罪孽
Хотеть быть сильнее всех.
想要變得比任何人都要強。
Милая мама! Нежная!
親愛的媽媽！你是如此溫柔的媽媽！
Мы так любили тебя.
我們因而愛著您。
Но все наши силы
但我們所有的努力
Потрачены были зря.
竟都是徙勞無功的。
Ясам соблазнился
Прекрасной надеждой
被強烈的希望所誘惑
Вернуть наш семейный очаг.
想要回到我們的家族之中
Ясам во всём виноват.
所有一切也是罪。
Но что же нам делать, как быть?
雖然如此，但我們所做的事，哪一樣是應做的？
Как всё исправить, забыть?
選擇把所有一切導回正軌，還是忘記？
Пытаться вернуть нельзя
已經沒有法子可以回去了
Того,что взяла земля.
那，大地到底孕育了什麼？
glad that there are chinese translation, otherwise i like the melody only.. now i like both the melody and lyrics... :P
PS@221706042005
yeah~
today woke up exceptionally early, at 6am... never wake up this early for these five months liaoz.. never go out this early, so early that the sun havent rise up yet.. LOL. was laughing my way through during the William Tell song of dearest CCHS's attempt to chase pupils from the classrooms to the assembly grounds for assembly, and during the school songs... was like? eee! so cheena! LOL.
went to Singapore Conference Hall (SCH) on reuben's car.. *surprisingly he knows how to drive..!!* haha.. heard the choir sang once b4 going to the audience seats.. i think they can do it, though they were nervous of being the first choir for the morning session...
and so we sat there from 9 till 12.30pm, with a 30min break in between, kept listening to choirs singing, some good, some not that good... and worst of all imagine listening to the SAP piece Sunset for at least 20times.... wo men HUI!!! jia liao... LOL. that idiotic song still rings in my head now...
and here comes the results...!! in order of appearance.. Chung Cheng High School Main, GOLD. YEAH!!!!!!! *screams* *runs around the SCH, screaming and waving the hands in the air frantically* and blah blah blah.. for the morning session, only CCHS and Cath high got Gold,and Cath High got Gold with Honours... wow.
went for bit of lunch b4 going to TJC Guitar *again, ya i know. everyone started to feel sian seeing me liaoz.. LOL!* to slack there, help a bit with both guitar and academic, and to hao lian abt the Choir Gold that my juniors got.. funny, it was like i was the one getting gold... LOL. too attached to cchs liaoz.. must be more attached to TJC Guitar kk... haha...
finally got the cd from my brother containing all the anime songs.. he's kinda dumb.. i asked him to send me naruto OP&EP, then he asked me whether i want other anime OP&EP or not.. i said ya and he gave me everything EXCEPT the naruto OP&EPs... sighness.. gonna complain to him later in the email and demand him to meet me online one day and send over the days... LOL. so demanding. haha...
anyway he sent me a FMA song called Brothers, yes the famous one, and when i heard it i then realised it was the great sad song i had heard in the last episode..!!!! ahhhh!!!! GREAT!!!! *woohoo* sad enough to make my eyes water when i was listening to it again...
and pple, here are the lyrics..!! i supposed it is in Russian?
БРАТЬЯ 兄弟
Хор:BEPA Слова:Сеиди Мизусима, Татьяна Наумова Композитор:Мичиру Осима
合唱：BEPA 作詞：mizusima Seidi, Наумова Tatiana 作曲：Oshima michiru
Прости меня, младший брат!
請原諒我吧，弟弟！
Я так пред тобой виноват.
在您跟前的我，是如此的罪大惡極。
Пытаться вернуть нельзя
已經沒有法子可以回去了
Того, что взяла земля.
那，大地到底孕育了什麼？
Кто знает закон Бытия,
有誰知道法則的所在？
Помог бы мне найти ответ.
它會助我發現真相(答案)。
Жестоко ошибся я:
完全的弄錯了呀
От смерти лекарства нет.
因為死亡是無藥可醫
Милая мама! Нежная!
親愛的媽媽！你是如此溫柔的媽媽！
Мы так любили тебя.
我們因而愛著您。
Но все наши силы
但我們所有的努力
Потрачены были зря.
竟都是徙勞無功的。
Тебя соблазниля
Прекрасной надеждой
被強烈的希望所誘惑
Вернуть наш семейный очаг.
想要回到我們的家族之中
Мой брат, я во всём виноват.
我的兄弟，所有的一切也是罪。(必須自己承擔所有責任)
Не плачь, не печалься, старший брат!
不要哭泣，不要哀傷，哥哥！
Не ты один виноват.
這並不是你的錯。
Дорога у нас одна,
一路上，
Искупим вину до дна.
讓我們徹底的來補償。
Мне не в чем тебя упрекнуть.
我不會責備你什麼，
Ия не обижен ничуть.
因為根本一點也不會委屈。
Тяжек, наш грех
全都是我們的罪孽
Хотеть быть сильнее всех.
想要變得比任何人都要強。
Милая мама! Нежная!
親愛的媽媽！你是如此溫柔的媽媽！
Мы так любили тебя.
我們因而愛著您。
Но все наши силы
但我們所有的努力
Потрачены были зря.
竟都是徙勞無功的。
Ясам соблазнился
Прекрасной надеждой
被強烈的希望所誘惑
Вернуть наш семейный очаг.
想要回到我們的家族之中
Ясам во всём виноват.
所有一切也是罪。
Но что же нам делать, как быть?
雖然如此，但我們所做的事，哪一樣是應做的？
Как всё исправить, забыть?
選擇把所有一切導回正軌，還是忘記？
Пытаться вернуть нельзя
已經沒有法子可以回去了
Того,что взяла земля.
那，大地到底孕育了什麼？
glad that there are chinese translation, otherwise i like the melody only.. now i like both the melody and lyrics... :P
PS@221706042005